I NEVER GOT TO....

After all that we shared...
We have never ever met...
I never got to hold him in my arms...
I never got to look into his eyes...
I never got to really claim that he was mine...
I never got to be with him till the day is through...
I never got to be by his side and say "I love you..."
I was such a stupid girl...
After all I've been through in this world...
I should have known better...
Than to wait for him for one year...
I never got to know if he was far or near...
I really feel so much for him...
But I don't even know if he exists...
I don't even know if he is real...
I don't even know if he is really a boy or a girl...
God forgive me if I thought him wrong...
And I left him because all along...
I thought he was someone else...
But I never got to really know him myself...
Love is like a rose which could prick you painfully...
It could only happen if you're in love actually...
Or it could please you so much with its sweet aroma...
And it could only make you deeper...
Deeper in love with someone you probably hate...
I hated him at first...
But he showed me so much love...
I was caught by the sweet aroma...
And I fell deep...
And deeper...
In love with him...
But now I am pricked painfully...
I admit I was in love actually...
Don't know why I was in love...
I promised myself I wouldn't ever fall...
In love with anyone at all...
That I would never give my heart away...
No matter what...
Come what may...
But I fell in love with a guy...
And now all both of us have to say is goodbye...
I may never be able to see him again...
In my heart there is still a heavy rain...
Drops of hurt and brokenness...
I seem to have lost my happiness...
But I will pull through...
Thank you...
For the past year that we've been together...
Even though we thought it would be forever...
Maybe both of us were never meant to be...
Maybe your true love was never meant to be me...
I never got to be by your side till the day is through...
I never got to hold you tight and say "I love you..."
But I guess it's too late now to even think about it...
All I get to do...
Is just imagining you in my mind...
Imagine that I'm holding you tight...
And say...
"I love you...
Maybe both of us were never meant to be...
Maybe your true love was never meant to be me...
But now all I can do...
Is say I love you..."